Life was going well even if I had no one to share my feelings with, that doesn't matter much to me for I was busy playing online games all the time. But one instance changed my mind, there was really something that I was looking for. No computer game could ever satisfy me with the contentment I was searching.
Time passed by and I forgot everything about computer games, I felt a little depressed for once it was all that I have that made me occupied. Often I see couples passing by having their time together, I don't know if I envy them or what but there is just one thing that goes through my mind and that is my crush.
I think I had met her before but it seems like I'm just hallucinating. Acting all weird and stuff my mind is in to constant thinking, thinking about the exact words to say when the time comes. Everyday becomes a new aspiration, making ways on how to let you know that I care for you.
It is not just about the promises I could tell you or the hopes that I assure, what I wanted to do is to show you everything that I am without letting you hold on to promises that we know would be broken instead let actions speak for themselves.
Hard to prove, difficult to move. Distance separates and time measures persistence but love defies that. Defies not only barriers which enables us to be close but also the times that we could already be together. Scared and terrified, I ask myself,"could I be good enough for her?". I don't know if you would believe me, but trying hard as I could to let you feel it.
Your angelic beauty gives me a feeling of tranquility, your laughter is like a melody tingling inside my ears and your smile just melts my heart. You are the only reason I smile before I sleep, with the short time you spent texting me really captivates more the love I feel for you.
Without even knowing what will happen I will just keep on repeating these exact words to you, "I love you". There nothing more I could tell you, it may or may not work but I know I've done something just to let you know the truth about what I feel towards you.
